Thank you so much for the link. I do need support. Everyone tells me to move and forget about my sisters that abandoned me. It's not something I can do. They're my sisters and I can't just give up. I am 12 years older than one sister, and 17 years older than the other one. So all their lives, I haven't just been a sister, I have also been like a mother to them. I never told them no whenever I was asked for my help in something. When they were younger I took them everywhere with me. My youngest sister was over at my house all the time. When she was a year old, I became pregnant with my first baby. So my sister became very close friends with my daughter cause they were only a year and a half apart in ages. My sisters asked me to be maid of honor and I'm Godmother to all my nieces and nephews. I just don't get it. Why would they do that to me? How can I ever find peace in my life without my sisters and their children. I don't want to ever die without them in my life.